Often when I can't sleep, (which is very often) I think about things I could have done differently....
I could have said things in a better way or just not have said anything at all or reacted in a better manor. I always think if I did it differently I wouldn't be at such a low right now. But who knows even if I played the hand to perfection.....it still could have fell apart. It's easier to blame yourself then to think that this was all meant to be. In my warped head right now I feel like if this is meant to be then why does it feel so wrong?
And let me add....if one more person tells me it takes time....I just might stick a needle in my eye!!!!
Ok enough of my mini rant...really off to bed right now.
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