Barnacle Blues

So I have decided to leave Monday morning....which means he will already be at work when I leave. So I will have to say goodbye either the night before or be rushed in the AM. Most likely I will cling to him the Sunday night like a barnacle does to a boat. But I feel validated in that since this will be my last time seeing him. Last time seeing him....I can barley utter the words. Its sad that after all the crap he has put me through that I still love him. Ummm anyone know a good therapist? lol

Oh yeah I know I haven't really explained how he hurt me so bad.....but I'm sure it will come out slowly.

And I have Angle tickets tonight.....we are going together....crazy I know but its out last outing in the OC......